Hindsight and the Self Accusing Spirit of Men

One of the reasons I come across as so cut throat in my approach when it comes to women and their interaction with men and men's reaction to that interaction is quite simple. Hindsight is truly something else. People refer to me as bitter because of how I speak of men. However, Dr. Khalid and Dear Brother Malcolm were/hailed as heroes. There's nothing like awakening, looking back and wishing you had the sense you have now. There's nothing like wishing you had said "No" more often, loved yourself harder and took more time considering your partners. You experience everything from rage to relief. 

See, I see these dudes on here and I see straight through them. I see their self accusing spirits bleeding through their harsh commentary. I'm talking about men who want to silence women like me because they don't want their covers blown. These are men who will talk about welfare destroying the black family while on welfare or selling their woman's foodstamps in order to get by. These are dudes who refer to the black woman as God, only to try and fuck God, frivolously and for free. These are men who leave God raising their children alone. You're a strong black woman because you don't break after being walked, stood and stepped on. But you're a bitch the moment you rebuke their bullshit and call them on their madness, even if you're not talking to them.

So don't call me bitter. I mean, you can and I can't stop you, nor will I try. I'm probably bitter to you because your reflection is difficult to swallow. Some of the most potent, yet effective herbs on the planet are also the most unbearable and bitter to the tastebuds. In that case, lean back and take this medicine. But I'm better than I've ever been now that I see all the places where I went wrong and numb. I'm better than I've ever been and I plan on sprinkling dust over the spirit of every woman who is blinded by a distraction mistaken as love. Love doesn't set you back. If anything, it should push you further in the direction of prosperity. 

Love vs Distraction. Figure out which one you're involved in before you end up years behind in development